I trusted you when you told me we would always be friends, I had no worries not even a thought that you may be lying I just went with it. I isolated myself from the world, happiness, my friends, everyone… For one person… For you. And now I’m here, want all of it back wishing and hoping that my old friends will take me back and want me around again but I’m not sure. I dot expect them to want me back after I just left. If I could do it all over again I would… I sit here crying because it’s not possible to change the past and I sit here wishing I knew that someday you would give up on me… Someday I would see that you lied to me, you stopped caring. It’s a deep hurting in my chest that I would give anything to get rid of, but it lives inside me now. That’s my reality… Constant hurt.